This has taken me some time to write sad news is always so hard and I’m as I’ve been told too emotional, which usually leads to my filling the void with food. This time I did have some hard time not turning to food, I did eat too much healthy items. On a plus I’m down 2.6 lbs this week for 6.4 total for the 3 weeks I’ve been tracking.
On to my sad news I told you I’m not good with it and avoid conflict and sad things (as you see above me rattling on instead of the main thing). Most of you know my dad remarried when I was around 10 to the mom I have now. Being a step child is always a different situation and can be tough to feel you fit in. I have been very blessed and have a wonderful life. It wasn’t always an easy road but it has made me who I am. I have never been very close to any of my family on both sides (besides my grandparents on my dad’s side who I lived with for a while).
I don’t speak or have heard from the person I call the egg donor or her family. My mom’s (the one that has been in my life since I was 10) mother – my grandmother has been diagnosed with a brain tumor. She saw a neurosurgeon yesterday who said the tumor is growing at a rapid rate and is inoperable. I wish we were closer but over the years we have not. I am going to take this time to visit and get to know her better and send her off to God the best way I know how.
Thank you for all your prayers, you and they mean the world to me. As I close this out it reminds me to hold those close to me and to take in those on the outskirts of your life. Get to know them and enjoy every moment. These small moments I will cherish forever.
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